Saw CJ today. Oh, the lovely one. Spent over an hour with him, talking about how it's been, what it's like now, and what the future holds. He was really nice. Basically:
- No reason to worry about the condition right now. It's very stable and no mechanic problems.
- I need to do more sporty stuff - to reach maximum level.
- Reduce strength to 1-2 times a week.
- I will always always always feel it. For the rest of my life I will feel discomfort in my knee. He feels his injury 20 years on.
So yay for not having to worry, but let me crawl up into a little ball for being reminded that I'm living a life sentence. 14, people, 14 years old. I seriously need to get over this now. But first let me mourn a bit more.
Hate.
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